The long wait.

Hallos are you there!!

Do you at all exist, coz I do
Do you really c the need of holding on to the long wait
Maybe I am giving up, or maybe am becoming impatient
Do yu really wish out for me?
Wat r we doing to make this possible

Where do we get the motivation to hold on?
Is it in our hearts, maybe our minds, or even our souls?
Why do we have to go through all this?
While we anticipate our perfect meeting, that complete bliss

Maybe I might be looking for it head high yet it’s only under my nose
Maybe I am desperate, or still I am only but being cautious
Still waitin upon you my dear sweet angel
I know somewhere somehow u r in existence

Still waitin for you; to make this fonder heart of mine smile
I gess u r wondering if at all I exist; I am here full of love n care
I feel it in me, I am gonna get you, neither luck nor fate withstanding
I know its thro’ our God’s will for it to happen

Lets continue kissing the many frogs; along this treacherous valleys of nowhere
While we long for that magical moment, that instance satisfaction, that complete kiss
Hopin upon hopes that we will finally complete that perfect equation
Never should u give up! Wipe away such thoughts! In in this bliss nothin is unwarranted

I only need one who I will truly love, commit too,
Cherish n respect always. Coz she will be my princess, my love and my all
One who is open minded, ready to give her all
And one who will truly love me for me. That true connection......

Where is me in me?

Why do I judge the deeds of men, the unseen not withstanding?
The me that I know, the me that I thot I knew, the me that I am yet to know
A complete shadow of my values, principals and personality
Oh…it’s crazy just being me! Its truly funny coz I don’t know which me suits me
Maybe the fight of my soul against the body is far from being won
Truly am only human, a complete deceitful God’s creation

Why do I hurt them, why do they love it? Why hurt too?
As a refreshing feeling, it doesn’t detest the body though.
Yet in the name of searching for love I gracefully devour my catch.
Why is my conscience not liaising with my body…what does this envisage
That’s a mystery that hurts the most
Why the compromise on the truth I know, for deceitful lie
Oh God why?

Somebody wake me from this slumber,
The night seems too long for the day
The best me is no more! The new me is no better too
With them I ain’t complete, without which any difference. None!
The search is unworthy, the wait is unwarranted,
Somebody must stop this rain from falling, the tears too.
I know I can do it, but not on my own, Oh God help me I need you more than ever.

The confusion lingers in me like bush fire
The pain hurts like venom, the truth bites
If this persists, the best me may never come, the worst me I welcome
What about the dream me that the future anticipates to usher in
It’s crystal clear! God I need you!!
Save this temple from the looming wrath, forgive me God for this idolatry
Forgive the imperfect me, from the imperfect we, your deceitful creation.........